smoking nightmares!

after the boy's health scare, he has decided to give up the ciggie vice once and for all. also becos the ultimatum presented was scary so he kinda doesnt have a choice. besides, it's about time and he's only 31, it's not too late to lead a smoke free life!

and some will ask what about me? i quit smoking before, for almost a year. and a trip to paris ruined that for me. and 6 mths ago, after discovering a much healthier lifestyle and leading a work/stress-free life here, i stopped smoking again. but once in a blue moon, after a couple of drinks, i still reach for a few puffs. so now, i am determined to quit. what better way to quit than to quit with a partner! talk about SUPPORT!

however, we keep having smoking nightmares! the boy keeps dreaming of himself smoking and wakes up in a panic wondering has he gone back to his old habit. and i dreamt that we fought becos he started to smoke again and i got mad at him. ha! 2 crazy pple.

i hope with the possibility of me returning to the work force soon will not drive the itch to smoke again. I CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT! *chants*