we bought rollerblades last night and the moment we got home the boy insisted i try a few steps in the living room. so i geared up - knee guards, wrist guards and the wheels. the moment i felt the wheels beneathe me i refused to get up from the chair even tho he held on so tightly to my arms and promised me it will be ok.
"how r u gg to learn by sitting on ur ass? get up!"
fine i finally got up by clawing my nails into his arms. then i took baby steps around the living room which was ok, just really really stiff. it didnt feel like i was blading at all, it felt more like him dragging me along on wheels. and then he goes, "ok now fall, i'm gg to teach u how to fall".
WHAT?????
no way man. i am not falling. n then he lets go, deliberately wanting me to fall. i refused and grabbed on to his precious white desk and immediately it was "NO!!!! DUN GRAB ON TO THE FURNITURE!" fine, so i'm not impt, the furniture is.
next thing you know, i'm on my ass. giggling like mad. then he makes me get up on my own. he must be nuts! i've only been on the wheels for 3 mins and he wants me to get up on my own? geezus! he carried me up literally, and puts me back in the chair. so that was last night...
this afternoon we went to the lil quiet park behind our place and this time, i could get up but still i wasnt blading on my own, he was still holding me so tight tt he was pulling me along while trying to make me blade. after a few rounds of going back and forth, teaching me how to balance on my own, teaching me how to stand on the blades so tt i dun fall backwards on my ass, i managed to get up on my own, stand on my own and actually blade on my own without holding on to anything or him. and it was so fun watching n feeling myself move on my own just after an hour!
of cos the boy did the cheerleading. "good baby! fantastic!" :o)
i even managed to turn around on my own. though slow and with baby steps, but i was getting the hang of it and i felt totally garung. so he goes off for a few mins to get a drink and i decided to go on my own again.
after going forward and almost reaching the point where i turn back, i struggled a lil with my balance, but i still managed to. however, before i saw anything coming, the wheels slipped beneathe me and i was on my ass bone. it was such a huge pain and shock tt i OW-ed so loudly. still in pain and shock, i got up on my own, and turned around to go back to the benches. nearing the bench i felt unbalance again and this time i was not falling on my ass cos it was hurting so bloody much tt i made myself fall forward on my knees instead. which is good, cos the whole point is to fall forward and not backward.
the pain never went away, it felt like i seriously bruised myself. after 10 mins or so and whining to the boy he said one more time and even getting up made me feel the pain. this time round i had less confidence and definitely was not garung anymore. my legs were stiffer too and i was soooo afraid on falling on my ass again tt i was slower. it was like taking 3 steps forward and falling 2 steps back.
needless to say, all of tt made me fall on my ass again but lighter than the previous round. with all the pain....i wanted to crawl back to the benches.
"no crawling! get up and blade back! stop it! see, other pple laughing at you already!"
fair enough, pple from the apartment across the park were staring down at the lil girl trying to blade for her life. to make things worse, trying to get up made me fall again cos i was laughing and in pain at the same time. but i finally made it back to the benches.
2.5 hrs and we called it a day. it felt like an hr to me - time just flew by when you're struggling to learn something. and i'm still in pain. be it trying to bend over, or trying to sit down, or trying to get up it hurts like a bitch.
"do you still wanna learn or u wanna stop this?"
ARE YOU KIDDING!!!!! i am not giving up. i just need to recover from the pain and i'm gonna blade again. i'm gonna fall again (hopefully forward only) and i'm gonna whine and laugh my way through the pain. so my motto for this - pain is my new best fren.